Listen here my guy
Listen here my guy
I am not your toy to be played with
I am not to be Yelled at or be embarrassed
I am your lady
Thereās no if and why or maybe
Treat me as such for walking away will be a must for me
Understand that I am a woman with no demands because I hold my own and carry my burden by myself
I adjust to my surroundings and sleep with one eye always opened
No matter where my feet lands
I will be in command of my being and succeed in whatever way to my own understanding
Listen here my guy
Being with me is pretty easy
If I told you I donāt like something please donāt persist and get all demanding
If I asked you to respect me itās because I was respected all my life by many
And that
sorry is just a sorry word on repeat
While your actions has proven oppositely
Listen here my guy
I am in this relationship with hopes of one day being your wife
And having a family of our own with four walls and a roof over our head to call home
I love games but I donāt like pretend
Playing house boyfriend/ girlfriend with plastic dolls as our children
when you accuse me of cheating on you dear
Think twice because Iām not in this for a momentarily ride
I want a lifetime of memories with you side by side
Through the good and the bad
Happiness or sad
Poverty or riches
Starving or full
I want all the emotions of battleships and success
Together with you
Hand in hand
Listen here my guy
Iāve had so many reasons to walk away
Not once
Not twice but many many times
Yet I stayed
And in replace
You drained my energy
Fed me negativity
By bringing up the past each day
As if Iām stuck on the wall since the last four years
Way back when my nephew did you wrong
Just remember I had nothing to do with that
So when you hurt me over and over again with your distasteful words
Remember Iām the one in the middle who is suffering
Remember I have also been hurt
not just by my nephew doing what he did
But also by the words in which you spoke
They were like daggers aiming straight to the heart inflicting my soul with pain
Shattering what love was in my mind as forever I shall remain clueless to where you want to be in my life
Listen here my guy
Please make up your mind
Wether you will carry this hate and torture me with words never to marry me or give me a family of my own
Will you try to heal the past
Get through the hurt?
Will you Forgive and move forward?
Will you walk away forever?
I am still here waiting for things to change
But nothing will
Unless we aim and make the first move at figuring out where we deserve to be
Should we carry grudges and blame or forgive, heal and win?
Listen here my guy
My clock is ticking
And time waits for none
Please make a decision
As youāve heard my reasons
Of me being the middle one
Taking the hurt while fingers are pointing my way
Yet I stand in questions of our love and faith for each other
Awaiting daily for that honest answer
Listen here my guy
I await your response
Optimistic D3Vi