Please don’t birth in me what you wish not to see
For I have only existed in your life as a tool of service when in need
For days at a time
I have cried
And you’d turn your face and hide
Nothing changes
Just words becoming more bitter and hearts more heavy
Mind cluttered from the distinct
Catastrophe
Reasoning with you is like an
Endless agony
Please don’t birth in me what you wish never to exist
For each time I crumble and break down in disgust
I will carry less weights on my shoulder and in prayer I must walk on even stronger
Abandoning the love with which I once entrusted in you
Seeking refuge in Gods light and having faith to see me through
Please don’t birth the devil inside
For I was once humble and polite
And things can change
For better or worse
But once a damaged property
Nothing will ever work
Please don’t birth the pain in me
For I can turn
against that honesty
And you will regret
Because I know who I was
Indeed a change
is a must
Wether for good or for bad
Each side had its chance
At making amends
Letting go is not just for show
It’s deep and dark releasing its part
Please don’t ever birth in me that monstrous love for a broken heart is what made us part
Optimistic D3Vi
