You hope that I suffer for the rest of my life
I understand now
That
Words spoken in anger and hurt can cause destruction in the hearts and mind of anyone it’s intended towards
I felt those daggers
Digging deep
From inside
Pushing its way through to the surface
For the world to see the confusion on my face and
The corruption on my soul
It clearly shows
I am broken by your words
You hope that I suffer for the rest of my life
Because I was busy working and providing, cooking and cleaning to make everything feel right
Trying to keep my composure
With my head held high
And because I did not have much time
You wished me bad
You spoke with the tongue of a doubled edged sword
Inflicting pain inside my womb
Causing my anger to grow
Those words I would never have wished upon you
Are the words you pray for me to feel
My endurance levels aren’t the same as when we first met
Little things say or do continue to get under my skin
But those words was just the icing on the cake
Making me now regret the times which we’ve once shared
I am broken by your words
And there isn’t anything that will change the way I feel
Not time, not money, not apology’s, not a birth of new beginnings
But the one thing that will make me a better individual is to refrain from the one thing that hurts me most
And that is your words
Keeping you at a distance
And putting myself first in all equations
Optimistic D3Vi
