No one will ever understand that sometimes I need my time to be alone
To meditate and reflect on the things that keep me sane
My writing my art and the minor things I do that keeps me alive inside
Other than constantly answering the phone to listen to drama and lies
those individuals can change their own circumstances
But refuse not to
I’m tired of the constant bickering and the brutal words when anger consumes my soul
I’m tired of arguing over the same old nonsense that I try so hard to speak positives over
Doubt things will ever get better
Being alone helps me to stay positive on my own
Because every one that surrounds me is so negative and depressing
I’m sick of the same old bullshit
Time to move forward and do my own thing
Nothing against anyone
Just tired of everyone else drama
I have enough of my own
And the more I listen the more I hate for unnecessary reasons
So it’s better I stay away
Because my heart became very cold
At this point
I don’t even know who or how to love anymore
So yes
I think the best thing is for me to stay away from the negatives that drains me and my soul
It’s easier to write of bad things
Rather than the tiny joys of life
So yes being alone
Does me perfectly right
Optimistic Devi ❤️✍️🙏
