Split personality
You lie to me but you’re honest with everyone that surrounds me
You love me one minute and speak words of hate the next
You tell me to get motivated but you destroy me every time I pick myself up
You complain to many people all the time about the things which I did wrong and your ex did right
You compare me to the past which caused you so much pain at one point in your life
You have me and also have a wife
If this is destiny with you for the rest of my life then what happens if one day you want to make me your bride and my answer was no, because you failed me as a girlfriend and you made me wait on the sideline while you and your friends had more time together
You leave me at home to go hang out with your boys
While I stayed home with your mother
You complained that I nag and I have no trust
Do you ever stop to think of why? It is because you have given me many reasons not to believe you
You speak one thing and then do another
How is it I am always correcting you as if I was your mother
This isn’t the person I fell in love with
And it breaks my heart to say this
But I guess time has passed and enough is enough
I rather be alone and miserable than with you and knowing that I make you unhappy
It is everything I do
You say it makes no sense
But in my world it does
Because I am my own individual
And my thoughts, opinions and emotions are just as valid as yours too
The difference is that I don’t degrade your potential, your capabilities, your name, nor do I degrade your intelligence
You have verbally abused me with the words from your lips
You have called me names which made me sick
You have lied and looked me in the eyes and when you were caught you still denied me the right to know the truth behind closed doors
You have said horrible things to my friends people who’s loyalty stands with me that the truth comes out in the end
I am loved by many and I refuse to sit back and let you rule over me
Women weren’t born to be walked on
They were placed in this world to love and marry and reproduce
We are the reason for this civilization which we live in today
And I will be damned if I allow this brutality to remain silent
I speak in words of confidence that I will strengthen me
The first step in starting
Is to remove you from my life
Letting go and pushing past that strife
Moving forward with no regrets
And deciding who I should or shouldn’t neglect
Change is imminent
