I hate him with a passion of death
The desire of smells
Blood like
Thick and red
Clots hanging out the corners of his head
I hate him!
He makes my stomach turn
My body burn
My head hurt
And leaves my soul suffocated in the dirt
I hate him!
I cringe at the sound of his voice
It’s in my head
I can’t stop the noise
I hate him!
Like the caged bird I am now
He captured me
Cut down my wings
And stole me away from my serenity
He took my heart and tore it apart
and called me the most horrible
Names in the dictionary
And this man thinks I would say yes to get married!
I hate him!
I hate him for destroying my life, damaging my pride, making me weak, taking advantage of me!
I hate him for the fingers which he points,
the words that he speaks, the truth between the lies, the blame that’s on me, I hate him!
I hate that games that he plays, the words of love I never got to hear, the anger which he showed
I hate him so!
I hate the name calling and the financial abuse
The times I spent hours to work my fingers to the bones
And he took my money and spent it on whores.
I hate him!
I hate walking through the doors after a hard day of work and have to be abused with words of hate and bitterness from the lips of a man who wishes me bad
I hate him!
I hate him and I hate that I forgave him
I’ve healed past that hate
I’ve removed myself for the obstacles which I once faced
I forgave
The hardest thing an individual has to do when love has been burnt
Is to forgive that hate and move forward
Optimistic Devi ❤️😘✍️
