You are fading slowly
Into a place of non existent
I’ve been waiting for this day to finally say
I’ve accepted the facts and from this day forward
I will respect your decision
The restless nights you’ve given to me
The endless tears which flows
I know that growing in this pain will only take me into a different world
A world of danger and hate
Where lying is just a “thing!”
Where flowers bloom without the use of water
Rather it survives on chemicals created by the hands of a man
A world where confusion and resentment devours your soul
Where bitterness and anger takes control
So I would rather be free
Allowing you make all those decisions for me
I’m tired and frustrated
I can’t seem to please anyone
It’s a battlefield in my mind
No one will ever know
I speak out in anger
I speak out in fear
But not once did I mean those hurtful words I say
Although this may hurt me in the end
Sleep I will finally know
I am Optimistic, open minded, loving, caring and loyal. I believe in giving respect in order to receive respect. I don’t take sides, I honor what is right. I enjoy reading and writing because it frees my soul from the pain of captivity.
I love to draw as many would say but I call it my doodles. My art takes me to a different place, where my heart and mind is at peace. I am uniquely qualified.
Chronicle of my Life
My art and poetry is
Intriguing, Captivating, breathtaking.
My writings is meant to endure pain and release it. To bring fourth life, hope and faith of a better tomorrow. It is to meditated and experience the journey of my eyes through my words. To give the world a piece of my life and to hope that I can help someone who’s going through similar situation I’ve once been dealt.
Enjoy the journey, and endure the process of growth.
I am uniquely blessed
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