Ooh beautiful monster I smile as your eyes pierce through my soul
I embrace your grasp for they know not of what I’ve ever felt before
Devour into my sweet soul as I smile into slumber
Rather than in tears
Weak and brittle
Through a dark cold grave
Beautiful monster you put no more fear in me
As I’ve conquered in my mind
My own destiny
Behind closed walls
I allowed you to manipulate my emotions
Letting you get the best of me
Beautiful monster
Please for once do not be naive
If you allow me to awake
Please remember the sunrise brings in a new day
And your soul will eventually fade away
Unable to attack
So devour into my sweet soul as you wish while I drift into
Emotion less
Where I don’t care what tomorrow brings
Wether I’m here or there.
The wings of strength will continue to grow
Detaching my soul from yours
Unfortunately for you
It is now sunrise
And I sit Still
while the birds chirp
Through my bedroom window
I’ve survived
The brutal nightmare
It was all just a dream
My beautiful monster
I wish you were here to see how long it has taken me to over come my fears
To let go of my past
And light my own path
I wish you knew how hard the journey was
The battle fields which I’ve walked
I wish you knew things that can change that heart of yours
And see that one can change for the better part
But this is only a wish
Some comes true
And some just fades with time
I love you beautiful monster
But you’ve ruled my soul enough
I yearn now to escape forever from your hands which hurt
And still I manage to smile through it all
Faded monster
Change ur ways
Or be a part of the past forever
And remain where you belong
Through the darkest of tunnels
The shallowest of graves
I pray you find comfort
Of knowing I am not the disgrace
It was you who has turned